Yet another night waking up and not being able to fall back asleep. I think about him everyday all day. How I’ll never be that girl for him. I’m just so hurt that he wouldn’t even give a chance to be with me. Everything was perfect in the beginning then all of a sudden, it all turned to crap like everything else seems to do in my world. What hurts is that even after we broke up, you gave me some kind of hope that we’d be together again. You’d say you “miss me, wanna see me, ect.” Yet it was all a lie. I was there to keep you occupied until you really got what you wanted which didn’t include me what so ever. I’m just tired of being that girl that does all this crap for other people, I’m a good person & I shouldn’t have to go through this. I’ve been hurt enough. When am I going to smile and stay smiling?